Friday, November 30, 2012

Return from laziness


This has been a really good running/being active week for me.  In my last post I was feeling very lazy, and that laziness definitely continued.  In about a week and a half covering Thanksgiving and the weekend before and after, I managed all of one 6 mile run and one yoga class.  Being at my Grandma’s in PA for Thanksgiving definitely was a large part of that, so maybe saying it was pure laziness isn’t exactly right. 

I knew I wouldn’t run while I was in PA, but I had hopes of getting back early enough Saturday for a run and running on Sunday.  This definitely did not happen.  Maybe its laziness or maybe it’s being pregnant.  I was exhausted when we got back late Saturday afternoon.  I hadn’t slept as well while we were gone, and I had no energy.  Really I don’t sleep all that well most nights these days, which everyone likes to tell me is normal when you are pregnant, but I had been sleeping extra not good.  

I woke up Sunday morning hoping to feel ready to do something active…productive…but neither happened.  My body was definitely telling me to take the day and relax which I did :).  By the end of the day, however, I was feeling rested and like a completely useless lazy fatty!  

So, I am happy to say that I’ve had a very successful week…
Monday: ran 3 miles in the evening
Tuesday:  Lifted in the morning
Wednesday: ran 5 miles in the evening
Thursday: lifted in the morning
Friday: 6 miles in the evening
And Yoga planned for tomorrow and hopefully 8-10 miles on Sunday!



Saturday, November 17, 2012

Laziness…

*written Friday evening
Since I wrote my last post, I have been doing really well on running and mileage.  This is somewhat surprising because the past two weeks my work schedule has been all over the place with a three day grants training last week and a two day meeting this week, both of which made me lose my Wednesday telework day.  But today I simply do not feel like running.  I’m not tired and I feel fine.  I just absolutely do not feel like running.  I guess if I can’t sneak in a skip because I’m lazy day in here and there when I’m pregnant, when can I?  But at the same time I feel guilty.  Part of me is saying get your lazy butt up and run, and the other part is saying its ok to not just don’t make it a habit…

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Reflections on pregnant running

Every runner has good and bad running days. There are those runs where you feel there’s nothing better than that moment running, and those that make you wonder why in the world you are continuing to put one foot in front of the other and keep going. Sometimes it’s entirely a difference of mental perspective, and sometimes it’s very much about your body’s physical responses that day…sometimes both. Running while pregnant adds in a whole new set of complications to this mix of factors determining a good or bad running day.

I can never discount my mental state in a run. It alters my energy level and how I feel about that minor twinge in my muscle or the impact of my feet hitting the ground. Now that this little active parasite (and yes that’s what I’ve jokingly called babies for years) has taken over my body, there’s this whole new set of physical discomforts during good and bad runs to remind me that a pregnant runners body is not her own. My mental state might help me ignore them, but they are still there.

After the first trimester exhaustion, the second trimester brought its own changes to my body. First, I started noticing changes with my ankles. The combination of that wonderful pregnancy hormone Relaxin loosening my joints and a bit of extra weight started making the impact of each stride felt more, but oddly I felt this extra impact first in my ankles (I thought it would be my knees). After-all I’ve never had ankle problems and have had knee problems with running.

Then there’s my right hip, which has always turned in more than most peoples (and the cause of my post MCM knee issues). What has always been a slight tendency to turn in while I was running (and walking), one I couldn’t previously notice without focusing on it, has become an obvious inward turn of my right leg from the hip. I can feel my leg just keep rotating that way when I’m not paying attention. I blame Relaxin again for loosening my pelvic bones. You’d think the body could hold off on some of this ligament loosening to closer to delivery…

Then there’s the round ligament discomfort/pressure in my lower abdomen. Ever since my uterus has actually been pushing against my abs, I’ve had some discomfort from the impact of each stride. How much has depended on the run. Lately I’ve started noticing this pull on my lower back as well. Oddly, this sensation will come and go throughout a run several times.

I’ve also noticed an increased need for water and food surrounding my runs. Anyone who has run with me a few times would know that my body is much more sensitive to hydration and fueling than most runners. If I get dehydrated or need sugar, then I need it right away. There’s no waiting till the next water stop in a race for me if I want my body to keep functioning. This immediate need for extra fluids and calories has become even more important since the beginning.

It has definitely become obvious to me that my pregnant body is not the runner’s body I’ve learned to work with and master over the years.

Two very uncomfortable runs earlier in the week had me questioning how long I would be able, or want, to keep running. I have no reason not to push through the bad runs right now, and none of my discomforts signal an actual incompatibility between this pregnancy and running. Plus, 4+ months without running? I’d go crazy! But I miss the freedom of running in my own body and knowing how it will respond.

However, my downward dejected running slump was broken with a fabulous feeling 5.3 mile run on Wednesday followed by another awesome feeling 6.9 mile run Friday! So apparently there’s going to be a lot of ups and downs for me with running over the next months.